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I'm reading the NYtimes, friday nov 20, 1863. It includes coverage of the gettysburg address.

frakin sick

start watching this at minute: 2:30. Nels Cline's guitar solo builds from here for another minute or two, and gets so very fantastic, it's almost like the rest of the the band becomes irrelevant. if i could eat it, i would. all day.

making a building into an instrument=shades of John Cage

I'm amazed i've lived here for 3 years. It also seems impossible that i won't anymore in 2 weeks.

glad

I'm totally exhausted today. I realized this evening that this is how i used to feel every day. Since I rearranged my schedule earlier in the semester, I havent' felt this tired. I dont think i could have made it the whole semester and do well. I might have even freaked out. I'm proud of myself for finding the right balance in order to do, and be well.

I know it's not realistic to really do. But i have an image in my mind of walking away from every material thing i own.

I have a few secret hiding places here in the library. I require alot of time to myself.

Mos Def